Yokemate of Keyboards
Posts: 2720 from 2003/2/24
@ bbrv
I understand (but it's difficult to comprehend - like you say, it's like a movie or something, not anything anyone experience in real life).
What I don't understand is how you managed to find the mental strength to continue to push forward, even though your personal security was threattened, your creation and strategies was at least partially falling apart, you lost your fortune, and all this while certain people blamed you for all kinds of misery and misfortune, often on a very disturbing personal (instead of professional) level. If it would have been me, I would probably just have rolled over and called it a day. But you have always continued to push forward, always tried to find new ways, mend what could be mended, and actually managed to push the Pegasos platform to new heights.
People who themselves achieve nothing and not contributes with anything positive for the platform, has no right to condemn (because that is what certain people does - condemn) those who actually tries, those who actually achieve something. Yet they do it.
Of course, when people does not get paid (and fear they will never get their money), they get, eh ... "annoyed" ;). That is natural, and it's something we all can understand, even you. But personally, I choose to look at this at a professional level, from a "helicopter perspective", and not emotional in any way. I don't blame anyone for anything (not you, not these developers, not anyone else), because I am not in a position where I neither can nor want to blame anyone. Instead I am grateful to you all, to everyone that has been a part of the creation of this wonderful platform.
I am sure you have done the best you could at the given premiss. I am also confident that you have always had the ambitions to pay any debts whenever you can, since you have a very fine and proven track record (before this Pretory misery) of paying people good money for their services. If that won't be enough, if certain people feels they can't wait another day, that the cup now is full to the brim, and you can't come to a settlement in any way -- then too bad, but at least you tried. I applaud you for that. Not everyone tries this hard as you have.
Anyway, thank you for your major(!) part of making this platform and community to what it is today, and thank you for keep going in these strong headwinds. We are many who are very grateful for your efforts, don't forget that!
(BTW, you two must be the most stubborn people I have seen)
[ Edited by takemehomegrandma on 2004/11/18 18:24 ]
MorphOS is Amiga
done right! MorphOS NG will be AROS
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