> Doesn't the fact that I didn't respond to you for months, despite your frequent responses > to me, help to make you realize that I sincerely don't want to talk with you?!
The fact that you recently started responding to me again helps to make me realize that you sincerely do want to talk with me again.
> The only reason I do so now (please don't ellipse this out if you respond) is to try to get > you to understand, so you will stop responding to me all the time.
If you really want to make me realize that you sincerely don't want to talk with me, the best way to show this would be actually not responding to me (like you did for the last months, as you say). At the moment you do the opposite. That's what I try to get you to understand.